Thursday, June 29, 2006
definitely feeling much better today :)
thank to those who were there for me
you know who you are ;) cheers.
well, focus on studies- a huge distraction :D
i kinda love today (:
;
bling fling
crked line ,
go figure.
Monday, June 26, 2006
I suppose some things will just never change
You reminded me of history
Some feelings just stays forever.
-
Cheers to Germany & Portugal :)
Sunday, June 25, 2006
The Art Of Losing;
I did smth bad today
& it isnt the first time I did that
I'm feeling really guilty. Sigh.
-
On another note, I caught the match between
Germany & Sweden yesterday :)
Oh my, how exciting was that match please
Podolski scored like under 20 mins? I was estatic.
England is playing against Ecuador
&
Portugal :)))) is playing against Netherlands tonight.
Argh, I really wanna watch the 2nd match so badly.
Freak, thanks to school tomorrow. I can't watch.
WHY CAN'T SCHOOL START IN JULY INSTEAD? ):
SIGH!
-
one day, one fine day
:)
*beams.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Dreams that are out of this world
I've seriously been having dreams out of this world
Like I mean really weird dreams, i wonder why
But its kinda cool I suppose. Haha. It's been about 2 weeks
and I've been having funny dreams every night.
Like omg.
For example, last night I dreamt that our country was being
bombed by this country(i shall not mention) Heh. But its an Asian
country. Yea, then I donno why I went there for their army trg which
was super tough. Then next, I was on this flying thingy.
______ was in my dream too. Maybe I've been thinking too much
but rarrrr. This is not the first time alrd. It's nice but it sucks. Lol.
Okay, this is sucha pointless post.
But seriously, I've been thinking about my dreams.
Ahhhhh. really queerrrr please. ):
Friday, June 23, 2006
"I'll Be"
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful,
Stop me and steal my breath.
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide.
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I've been dropped out, burned up,
fought my way back from the dead.
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
"Sometimes when we choose not to obey God,
we miss out on his blessings he had in store for us."
I'm feeling absolutely drowsy right now
thanks to my cough med and I donno why
I'm still online here blogging.
sleepy :/
-
you, i miss
you, i miss
you, i miss
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
do you?
GERMANY BEAT ECUADOR!
3 : 0 (:
SAY HURRAY!
gd night now
& i'm hungry.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
The Date
went out with my dearest evepoo today :)))
it was super duper wuper fun i swear
we went crazy and we shopped (:
today is a productive shopping day! like finally please! :D
heehee.
EVE, if you're reading this.. just wanna tell you
I LOVE YOU! MWAH! (:
and on top of that, i feel blessed that i'm alive(literally) (:
;
some pics we took!
eve poo! (:
some pics we took!
eve poo! (:
woohoo, i took a pic with car :)))
Monday, June 19, 2006
In this dream land of mine
All I see is just you and I
;
wonderwall;
wonder if you do notice
or maybe it cld all just be a dream
but the feeling is just so strong
that one can't resist.
.
.
.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Today's Matches:
Japan VS Croatia
go japan! (:
Brazil VS Australia
go brazil! (:
France VS Korea
thats a tough one...
my hearts with Korea, but I'd say France. heh.
We'll see how the matches go tonight
I'm not exactly a soccer fanatic, but omg its so exciting
Esp the match yesterday. Italy VS USA. look at how dirty they played.
3 Red Cards please. it's like oh myyyyyyyy. Hahaha. but super
fun to watch. Anyway. thank God Portugal won yesterday ((((:
-
On another note, pnw today was great
I can't explain how I was feeling during pnw. But what I'm sure of
is that I could truely feel the H.S working inside me. It was just so strong.
This little tingly feeling. I don't know. sounds queer, but yea. Hee (:
I'm feeling lighter, more peaceful and happy (:
Woohoo.
This is rather random, but I was really bored one day and I thought abt this.
If one day someone ask me who God is to me. I'd rap this out.
"God is everything
Love of all
Strength to those who stray and fall
Know His word
Heed His call
For now I know..
God is ALL!"
Hokay, I know how out of pt I am, but I htink its kinda cute.
Hahahaha.
This is the side effects of Tim-Tam Biscuits (((:
YUMMMSS.
Anyway, I can't wait for next month!
It's my grp's turn! HURRAY!
All of you must come okay. (:
that's all for today
oh man, i gotta go back to sch tomorrow :/
wish me luck for my eng prelim orals. :)
I was randomly surfing through friendster
& I clicked on "read daily horoscope"
and to my surprise, this is what it read ;
"There's a strong bond growing between
you and an unlikely someone. Nurture it today"
I think it's so queer. Hahaha.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Junes will never be the same again w/o confi campsMonday, June 12, 2006
World Cup Fever
Hahaha, I'm back again
I'm bored & hungry
Pffs. Anyway. Forgot to add in the last post
PORTUGAL beat ANGOLA(never heard of this country)
1-0 (: YAHOO! hehehe!
I support FOUR COUNTRIES (:
Germany! Brazil! Portugal! England!
GOOOAALLLLLLLLLLLL all the way!
Yep, bored.
It's 12.43pm now and I can't have lunch
I mean I can't take solid, starchy food etc
Put it simply, I can't eat. Why?
Because I gotta go for my stoopid scope later on ):
Argh, tell me how much I'm dreading this dumb thing please
I realise I rant on this every year
Hahaha, I hate June I tell you
Because.. my scope is always in June. so yea. BOO! ):
I'm soooo hungry now
I was craving for sushi last night. Oh my.
I need some sakae sushi buffet here.. AH! California maki!
Okay. I'm making myself hungry here. pfffsss.
Anyway, I'm not really worried about my scope
At least I'll be on sedation. But still, I'm half awake.
Suckyy to think that so many male docs will be looking
at your ass. Which in this case. My ass. Hahahahaha.
I'm just angry
Cos I wanna eat. My tummy is rumbling.. )):
Actually, I'm drinking Milo now. Is milo clear?
I don't even know whether I'm allowed to drink milo
Hahaha, heck it larh. Rarrhhh!
I'm really tempted to steal a pinch of NUTELLA!
HAHAHAHAHA.
BYE for now.
I HATE SCOPES.
Friday, June 09, 2006
I
WANNA
GO
TO
BANGKOK!
super deprive of shopping ))):
Sunday, June 04, 2006
The One With Random Pictures
VC was nice & simple today
I enjoyed myself :)
I will mug my ass off tomorrow
I promise. Hehehehe.
xoxo
Saturday, June 03, 2006
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i can have so many types of dreams
but why in the world did i dream of ____ last night
omg, and the dream lasted for so long
omg. this sucks i swear
the _________ CANNOT come back
i forbid it to, seriously ):
Friday, June 02, 2006
To be honest, I think I've drifted away from my spiritual self
there's just too many things around me that I can't keep focused.
I'm back to square one once again. To the extent, that I didn't even
feel like going to church last week. Going for mass feels really dreadful
right now. I guess the only thing that's keeping me from going back
is that I know that I still have responsibilites in hand. However, I really
don't want that to be the only reason why I'm going to church every Sunday. Every Sunday, I wake up and I wonder why I'm doing this. Why I'm dragging myself
to church. Deep down, I just wanna stay home and sleep. Really. Just sleep and do nothing else. Maybe the laziness in me is back. Or maybe it has always been there. I'm too lazy to even say a little prayer to God every morning and night. To actually just thank Him for the day. I can't do that. I'm tired, I've totally lost my connection with God. I know I want it back. But there's just nothing to push me. I don't know. And I thought about how God actually gave me the calling when I was 15 to attend church, I feel so guilty. The fire I use to have it's so low. Sigh, it's just a real horrible feeling.